Happy Birthday to my little Prince!

My little baby is already turning 1 yrs old.  I can hardly believe it! He's brought so much joy and laughter into my life..as well as many sleepless nights.  2012 has been a crazy year so far but throughout the tough times, every time this little guy stares at me with such trust in his eyes, I realize the biggest duty in my life is to love him unconditionally and be a good mother to him.

We celebrated his 1 yr in Toronto with the in-laws.  I was pleasantly surprised to walk into my in-law's home with the whole banquet table already set up for the party.  My inlaws and sister in law prepared the Korean rice cakes, fruits and even the dohljabi and invited 50+ people.   I was so touched because I've secretly been feeling guilty that I didn't have the energy or time to plan a decent dohl party for my first son.

Dr. Chong in da house~~

I'm currently at a crossroads where I need to decide if I want to keep working or not. Child care in the city is no joke and hiring a nanny full time wouldn't be financially worthwhile for me to keep working and not get to spend quality time with Zach.. dilemma dilemma............I've been praying about it and I think God wants me to quit.... :)  We shall see.. Hopefully by the time my next post come around, I'll be a stay at home mama!